because i don’t have a twitter but looped micro thoughts
1 min readFeb 5, 2023
- i was wrong, i didn’t know how to love someone who could not love
- could not be his emergency contact and left on read when there was something better on the wind
- not a pick up & put down person
- in for the pounding if I also get the pennies
- sick of him living in my head
- he is the habit I am most willing to break
- burn my sentiments if they were already ash to you
- he may have seen me, but he did not know what to do with it
- there’s still so many cold cases in our cabinet
- admitting it is never easy.
- he will not return
- learn to -rinse and delete -
- would really like a solid nights’ sleep
- even my Dad says to block him
- the future is not one to bet on
- there’s no fix, wand, no magic glue to repair what we both smashed and jumped on the pieces
- bleeding out our dead child
- taught me how to season steak
- not guilty that the feeling of him is fading
